CHNO 1980’s: Psychiatry – A Day and a Month With ‘Nutjobs’, and More
Charity Hospital, New Orleans, LA; Psychiatry Senior Year ‘Intern’, 1980’s – A Day and a Month With ‘Nutjobs’
The article is really about a young black male, 20 yrs old (-/+ 2 yrs) with a history of paranoid schizophrenia (PS) with an acute episode of PS – Now committed against his will for his own protection – 72 hour hold – then takes more docs to make him nuts. (Later, I find out admitted by Dr. PS.) As the ‘bottom rung doctor’ it was my job to do the History and Physical on the admitted ‘Psychotic Patient’ – all night shift with a day of classes before, and a day of classes after.
Patient presented at ER with complaints of ‘hearing voices’. The patient had received an anxiolytic and an antipsychotic – low regular dose. Very slight lethargy, semi coherent with significant tangential rambling of nonsense if given the opportunity.
As I get some of the basic simple questions answered, name, address, time, place, doesn’t want to hurt himself, or anyone else. The patient relaxes somewhat focuses a little better and becomes consistently coherent, and when questioned still heard ‘voices’.
At this point, my interest is HUGE. I’ve got all night if I need and I have at the very least a semicoherent schizophrenic that is opening up to me. I may be able to look in his head as he sees it, if that makes sense to you. So for me this was a tremendous opportunity – the twilight between lucid and ‘nutjob’.
We talked for a while so we could both be ‘comfortable’ with each other – exam lasted 5 or 6 hours, would have stayed longer, but I had class soon and needed at least one hour sleep, if I could.
We finally get to a point where I can ask the question I’ve been wanting to ask for a couple hours. I lead it and load it – semi paraphrased from several benign sentences. “A lot of people have thoughts pop into their heads, but they don’t always call them ‘voices’. Could your ‘voices’ be thoughts?” He didn’t want to call them either at first. “Well they don’t really sound like people’s voices.” So we just sat for a bit… looking at each other. “I guess they could be thoughts.” While, chatting on another subject… “Yes, they are thoughts.”
We chat for a bit more and he is 100% competent by the time I have to leave. No ‘voices’ only occasional random thoughts. So, it is possible to ‘talk’ a medicated schizophrenic back down to earth. At the very least, sane enough to play sane. 😉
Now, it wouldn’t be fair to note one nutjob without noting them all.
Morning ‘psych’ rounds debriefing just prior to class. Dr. PS (MLS, just IC, Inferiority Complex, or any of a myriad of BS ‘personality’ disorders) – One of the psych head honchos is the ‘committing’ doctor, who demands that all other doctors call him Dr, because some people don’t think shrinks are doctors, or teased him about not being a ‘real’ doctor – is presenting MY (I don’t give a f!ck who you are doctor wise – if I’m assigned a patient he’s MY patient in my head, not yours, and I’ll do what is right by the patient) Patient.
For the record, when I entered med school, I was a 3 board certified Medical Technologist and had run the entire night shift lab – ALL departments, for several years while I was going to college. Even did some Med Teching during med school to be able to live – GI Bill funds only go so far with tuition, books, supplies, etc. Also, my degree in Med Tech requires heavy duty advanced courses, advanced physics, biochem, organic chem, physiology, and several more way more technical courses that most ‘premed’ doctors don’t take, and have very little in depth knowledge of unless it is in their specialty. So while most of the medical students were learning new material, I was simply taking refresher courses in subjects I had been taught, but also using at the time. This allowed me to concentrate on areas that were ‘new’ to me.
Blah, Blah… Paraphrased – When I asked the patient if he wanted to hurt anyone: No, but if someone attacked me… (This is the way a lot of people that have dealt with being on the street think, or people that live in bad neighborhoods, etc. – note, the guy started hearing voices again and wanted to talk to someone and get some help for it – being as honest as he could so he could get some help that day, and go to work the next day.) Dr. PS states this is aggressive smart-ass talk and essentially committed more for a perceived attitude than what the patient actually stated.
So, I don’t remember squat (my memory is not that good when I’m ‘punch drunk’ from lack of sleep) of what I said in rounds debriefing – except the patient was lucid and needed to go home with outpatient treatments – but it got me a meeting with ‘head, and second honcho of the shrink dept – Dr PS sometime during that day.
They queried my reasoning for such a statement. Having to keep away from the shrink being a nutjob – I finished with – Y’all (trying to Not say doctor as often as possible, using pronouns 😉 ) are taking the system away from this guy. He came in for transient help so he could work, stay sane, and live. Now he’s committed against his will, missed a day of work, may be fired, etc. et al. Do you think he will come back the next time he hears voices? I sure wouldn’t. Would you?
Again, some time that day… I check in on my ‘nutjob’, and he’s never even heard the word ‘thoughts’, he’s got VOICES, and is worried how he’s going to live. So, it’s sadly true, visiting the insane is insane, because by the next day – at least in the right circumstances – they won’t even know you were there. 😉
And after I slept… He was gone.
Doctors: Doctor has two common accepted meanings. One is a medical doctor. And one is a degree – Phds of ALL fields.
Now, let me tell you something about REAL doctors. A REAL doctor of whatever field he is in KNOWS it. It is not dependent on what someone else thinks. You either know it in YOUR head and YOUR heart, and there is nothing anyone can say or do to change it, or you aren’t and nothing anyone says can make it so. I don’t like to play into others paranoid delusions – of course he’s a doctor of medicine, the degree proves it, but it can’t prove it to himself. Only the doctor can do that.
Psych 101 – Went in a novice, exited a door none dare enter – just one of several I’ve been through. Been through so many of deaths doors, they all ‘revolve’ now. One way or another, they all revolve.
Freud’s Psycho Self Analysis – Decided I wanted to play and did – Many of his disciples did not make it through – something I should have checked PRIOR to playing, but ‘somehow’ left out of most of the information about self analysis 😉 , but the door still revolved, although it was ‘stuck’ for a while. Well they made it through, they just didn’t make it back.
Basically, the only thing I dared remember, it’s the complete dissolution of all ‘defense mechanisms’, which causes a break in reality. Reality becomes questionable at best. After 3 days, the only way I made it back was to literally force the answers AND ESPECIALLY the questions from my head consciously – not an easy task.
The Big Lebowski https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z92bykaeV4o
Update: Copy of Correspondence 10-19-15. Conscious And Subconscious:
Made a couple conclusions: How do they do it?
‘Superhuman’ powers result from an incorporaton of the Conscious into the Subconscious, or vice versa. More inclined the Subconscious has to make the connection; particular ‘power’ dependendent genetics, REPETITION, and particular interest.
Very vague – subconscious, but fits, since spontaneous generation does not exist. These powers MUST evolve from something in ALL.
BTW, subconscious is most likely completely and totally psychotic. ‘-) Not necessarily violent, or even visually different, but it has NO idea of reality. Based on the Facts, easy to see why… It’s got Quantum Physics Fuking With It Constantly. Indeed, part of survival of self, subconscious NEEDS to Filter Quantum for Conscious to ID itself.
You may or may not be interested in this – did Freud’s psycho self analysis. At first I believed my subconcious was FREAKED OUT, but on reflection, more likely, a typical day at the office. Most likely scenario is insanity is Subconscious ruling Conscious ‘-) A Day And A Month With Nutjobs https://edwardmd.wordpress.com/2014/08/13/chno-1980s-psychology-a-day-and-a-month-with-nutjobs-and-more/
Blah, blah, Bottom Line = Directed Subconscious Imprinting Techniques May Be of Benefit To the Particular Power.
Quite frankly, it’s an introspective path that is much better simply taken, than thought about. Primal lies that allow us to function and survive don’t seem to be able to be opened and destroyed. The best one can do is know they are there, and simply note the perception is insignificant, the lies are insignificant to reality, and deny them access to the thought process. There seemed no other way out.
It’s quite remarkable how just the loss of one very simple ‘primal defense mechanism’ produces a cascade of the others. What’s even more remarkable the subconscious takes it ALL in, and somehow produces a break with supposed ‘reality’. The conscious is a tad rattled and at least semifunctional, but the subconscious seems to be just completely freaked the f!ck out.
Once one is at that point, there seems absolutely no escape, any touching of the subject leads back to the cascade, and another break with reality. The only escape appears to be a realization that the lies / truths to ourselves do not effect reality and are insignificant – in essence – a ‘limited denial’ with ‘factuality’. Everything else, leads back to the cascade of insanity. Quite amazing, all in all.
The Moshe Yatom hoax, based on the door ‘none dare enter’: “sucked the life right out of me.”
“I can’t take it anymore,” wrote Yatom.
“Robbery is redemption, apartheid is freedom, peace activists are terrorists, murder is self-defense, piracy is legality, Palestinians are Jordanians, annexation is liberation, there’s no end to his contradictions.
Freud promised rationality would reign in the instinctual passions, but he never met Bibi Netanyahu.
Heavy duty psych used above: The door is something like the above on the same personal level – primal defense mechanisms were broken – once you get there. IT’S VERY HARD TO GET BACK.
So now some of you may have a little insight into psych.
1. Three Massive WTC Craters – See us government LIDAR proof: – Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://www.usavsus.info/WTC-MoreEvidence.htm – Best,
2. Five Acres (1.2 Billion Pounds = Weight of Residue of 3 WTC Buildings (WTC 1, 2, 6 and 7) of WTC Land Brought to Searing Temperatures in a Few Hours by an ’Anaerobic, Chlorine Fueled “Fire” – Impossible by Basic Laws of Physics. See us gov Thermal Images proof – Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://www.usavsus.info/WTC-MoreEvidence.htm Best, See: Update https://edwardmd.wordpress.com/2013/02/18/correction-9-11-wtcs-1-2-6-and-7-neutron-nuked/
3. Tritium Levels 55 Times (normal) Background Levels assessed a numerical value of ‘traces’ and ‘of no human concern’. See us government (DOE report) proof: – Nothing but a NUCLEAR EVENT can cause ‘tritium’ formation – basic physics fact – Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/EdWard-MD/message/141
4. An Impossible “Fire” (Combustion Process). See Laws of Physics for Fire/Combustion Process and Dr. Cahill’s data on ‘anaerobic incineration’. – Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://rense.com/general77/newlaws.htm
5. 3 Billion pounds of building instantly turned into 2 Billion pounds of micronized dust. – Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://www.serendipity.li/wot/ed_ward/use_of_abombs.htm Best
6. 16 inch steel Spires that withstood 1/2 a Billion pounds of building falling on them and suddenly turn into limp noodles and partially vaporize. Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://www.usavsus.info/WTC-MoreEvidence.htm Also: The Collapse of the Spire http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7W0-W582fNQ
7. Hiroshima effect cancers in responders and locals. Nothing else known to man can leave ALL the WTC debris and this particular evidence in the length of time needed , except a third generation Micro Nuke – Mini Nuke – Nuke. It’s 100% classic textbook nuclear event residue – ZERO ANOMALIES. http://www.usavsus.info/WTC-MoreEvidence.htm , http://www.serendipity.li/wot/ed_ward/use_of_abombs.htm
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Update: Witnesses Saw People ‘Vaporized’ on 9 11 https://edwardmd.wordpress.com/2013/05/21/update-witnesses-saw-people-vaporized-on-9-11/
Evidence: Syria Gas Attack Work of US Allies https://edwardmd.wordpress.com/2013/08/29/evidence-syria-gas-attack-work-of-us-allies/
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Happy 12th Anniversary of Murder and Treason:
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